We have been wanting this for so long.
We have made sacrifices and have had to give up very, very important parts of ourselves.
These has been doubt and there has been loss.
It is happening to loved ones - we are genuinely happy for them because we truly care - they are our friends - but our inner selves, once the giddiness has subsided and the hugs are given, glaze over, take a deep breath and ask "Why not us? If not now, when?"
Does one have to grieve endlessly? Really? Is November making this worse?
I won't tell you to be positive, that your turn will come too etc etc because you've probably heard that a trillion times already and you're probably sick of hearing it; what I will do is give you a great big humongus hug and tell you that you're one hell of a great person and that I send you all my love and support. Hang in there sweetie
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